WHOOSH!

Things change so fast! It's like "BAM!" done...
;)
HAH! Just wanted to say that ;)
END POST!

(that's how fast life is)

Just tell me...

Don't hide your feelings from me... shrug* People say I'm (slightly) intimidating but that doesn't mean I'm not approachable ;/ Yes, I do have a strong personality but what does that have to do with you? If you've known me long enough, shouldn't you be able to confront me? Why is it that I end up hearing all these complaints after a LONG PERIOD OF TIME? Tell me THEN and THERE so I don't have to be so overwhelmed -.-; Exploding on me is not going to help. Let us reason and talk things out maturely, yes? No matter who you are... confronting me would be the best solution. However, use your words carefully... don't ever be rude. If you treat me kindly, I'll do the same to you. UGH* Don't get all butthurt -.-; it's fine if you're kidding but if we're talking about something serious... be a man and either chill or suck it up. How terribly frustrating!

I seriously can't wait until winter break ;) I'm going to love it<3
Friday is the start to a great/wonderful time.
I'm so EXCITED! I just can't HIDE IT :)
HAHA, how freaking bipolar?
-.-; I'm going to sleep off my frustrations.
GOODNIGHT

No more chances<3

People always say... you should give a person a second chance. I completely agree. What I DISAGREE with is giving the person a THIRD chance. If the other person continues to disappoint, fix the situation! Ugh, people annoy me. How PATIENT do I have to be in order to get you to understand? I'm not a naturally patient individual; (obvious in my nickname: dictator) I don't like waiting things out at all. SOOOO if I'm going to actually WASTE my time trying to give you more&more&more chances, shouldn't you improve? Even a little bit? Actually, it’s probably my fault because I’m allowing you to screw up over again. I shouldn’t be giving you these chances, right? Maybe I’ve become too soft ;/ How disappointing. I WANT YOU TO MAN UP! Seriously, I’m sick of you. How much LONGER!? I’m frustrated, annoyed, and sad. Great mixture<3 Ah, please try. I’m not commanding you to try… I’m politely asking you. Please? -.-; …or should I completely give up on you? Wouldn’t that sound more logical? I don’t really know, persuade me. End of rant ;)
Oh but OVERALL, today was a fantastic day! Subs in BOTH AP LIT&CALC and Spanish wasn’t all that bad. Taking pictures for the band performance wasn’t irritating either<3 They played fabulously! I was amazed at their growth in skills. GOOD JOB ADVANCE BAND! Ha, today was a good day.

HEHEHE<3

It's been great! Things were so horrible for a long period of time >.<;; then suddenly! Life started looking up ;) I am pretty excited! why? MANY REASONS! I'M ON FREAKING BREAAKKKKKKKK while my other friends are still in school (muhaha<3) & I'm done with UC APPS :) and... so on & so on.
So Bui is starting this trend where you write NICE things about people on blogs o.o; I'm tempted to join, seriously... but NO! I won't give in to this trend<3 until ....later~ :) He can set the mark for all of us.

You know, my lover is right. Try not to throw away people unless it is absolutely necessary! Think things through and don't be concerned about yourself -.-; THINK OF OTHERS & how they're doing. Ah, simple and typical message yet it's so powerful.

Another thing! I've come to respect all the graders who can write comments on essays NICELY. WOW, it's so hard to say things without hurting the writer. I say Thank you to Katherin Shin & Joseph Oh for helping me grade essays! You guys are so smart<3 & helpful ;)

RANDOM: Is ninth grade the stage where siblings start to crack and act ugly? I don't know if it's just me causing the problem... but my brother is starting to develop anger issues. Mhmm,,, only ninth grade. Sound about right to you? Jeesh -.-; WATCH OUT! & please... don't give in to them. OHMYGOODNESS I Just thought of something to write about :)
MOTHERS (&FUTURE MOTHERS)! DO NOT... DON'T YOU DARE!!! Give your children freaking CANDY when they are CRYING! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? Why in the WORLD would you reward them for embarrassing themselves? CRYING? I've already witnessed too many spoiled children come into this world... I've learned MUCH from Preschool. Why do parents do that? There's this one kid who gets special attention because his mom is a teacher... so he gets extra candy and food etc. Is that FAIR!? NO! I get so angry/annoyed when I see him in the back. "Why are you back here!? GO BACK!" I can't yell at him too much, his mom is everywhere ;/ Shame... but to all you future mothers... don't you DARE. That's the worst thing to do -.-; Everytime I get put in charge of crying kids... I take them in the room and just stare... after a few minutes they just look up at me and... wonder why I'm not giving them special attention. I go "You done crying now? Seriously, you need to stop." AND THEY DO! Kids know that I'm not going to give in to their crazy tantrums! OHMY some are insane :) HAHA<3 Kicking&screaming&crying&whining. Don't give in ladies&gentlemen. Just because they are 1, 2, 3, OR 4 does NOT mean they aren't smart. Dang, this one girl is incredibly clever. I'll tell a story about her next time... but WOW. Kids know how to get what they want... don't give in! <33333
HEHE. That's my rant of the day!

Enough is enough...

I'm tired. It feels like nothing now ;(
I'm sorry but if things don't change soon...
like... SOON SOON!
then bye.

Rough.

Everything is so difficult. I've forgotten so much in the past two years. How did I manage to erase all that from my memory? All the pain and frustration, I loathed it. I need someone here, someone I can trust... but not trust completely. I won't trust another human being so immensely ever again, never. I do not believe in words...I only see things through actions. The only reliable source is God, him and only him. Goodness I feel so drained. Why must I focus on others? I thought I had gotten over that stupid phase...but then again, everyone cares at some point. I don't think anyone can not care about judgement. Why must life be so hard Lord? Of course... your Word has helped me. You will always be by my side...even when no one else can/will. Blessed be your Name.

THIS MADE MY DAY

[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: are you all good?
[18:29] rawringfoo: yeahhhh.
[18:29] rawringfoo: xP
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: kay
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahaha
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: just asking
[18:29] rawringfoo: THANKS FOR THE CONCERN <333
[18:29] rawringfoo: just made me smile!
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahahah
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: youre welcome dude
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: cuzz as much as you might not htink so
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: i do care
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: (:


I posted this because... I would never expect this from BUI :)<333
Thank you Jeremiah ^^