eff .... this

FCK MY LIFE.
Yeah, that's right >:(
What the heck have I been doing? I need to rant...
I've just wasted so much money over that one dang thing.
I'm trying not to cuss! Because cussing is useless & immature!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*
effff this =.=;

O.O

I've finally come to agree with all my freaking school friends :)
SAT is whack! If you study the strategies long enough... and practice practice practice! You will be able to get a .... 2200? HAHA<3 possibly!
All these people I thought were stupid.... aren't that bad. o.o;;;
I guess I look down on people too much ;( My fault. Which is the reason why I hate to share my own scores >.<; I'm afraid that people will judge me the same way I judge others.
Depressing and pathetic!
I'll try to ... give everyone a chance and quit assuming things so much.
Hmmm, I want to write smart things on here like Blaine! But that wouldn't sound like me ^^
So I'll just continue to sound very childish/immature ^^ greaaattt<3
I hope everyone's day was much better than mine!
Smile<3 Like Joseph said... night is like a new day<3 So be happy & live it up!
I want to party all the time second semester!
Watch out everyone! I'm rebelling like mad at the beginning of January<3 MUHAHA!
Join me?

=.=; my lovah sucks

.... am I acting immature!?!??!
oh my goodness. I guess I am >:(
pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht
I am angry.
period.
Make it up to me >:(
or else.......

RANDOMNESS :)<3 muhahaha

It's a horrible thing to lie to your parents, right?
Dang, I'm guilty. Kuya (David B.) always tells me how horrible it is but it is so much easier! Actually, I take that back. I always preplan events one-two weeks prior...
Then why do it?
Hmmm, well Kelly told me that in Psychology... he learned that rebelling from time to time was a GOOD thing! Shocking. I know. So that's my excuse! Rebelling is a GOOD thing<3 MUHAHA!

Ok so one day I was debating with my pastor.
Which one is worse? Smoking a cigarette or not taking your plate to the counter?
I say cigs are worse but heyyy that's just me.
My pastor, on the other hand, said that refusing to take your plate to the counter is a severe sign of disrespect and that... it is simliar to murdering your own mother. He said it would CRUSH her heart and blah blah blah. Really?
That's an extreme way of looking at it. I STILL say cigs are worse...
Shrug* Just threw in that story... it relates to rebelling? So it's not TOO random, right?
(No offense to my pastor :D <3 I always debate with him ^^ oh and... I OWNED HIM AT AIR HOCKEY! 6 to 4! WHAT NOW PASTOR!??!)

Anyways. <3
Let's talk about my lovah! :)
****BEFORE THAT! Let's get this straight...
LOVER & LOVAH are two completely DIFFERENT things!
LOVAH <- is more friendly-like and does not mean that the two people are dating...
LOVER<- a bit more serious sounding...could POSSIBLY mean that they are dating... but it's not guaranteed!****
We spent time together at the band competition at our school today :)<3
Longest time I've spent with him this year. 3.5 hrs?
He's always giving his opinions to THIS and THAT! It's pretty funny though.
OH and... that the cutest thing he's ever said to me was today in the band area!!! with David :D
Dav:"Nae yuh jah yah!"
Lovah:"No she's mine!"
HAHAHA
Short but cute. Agree?

And hmm.... how to end this blog?
I WILL RULE THE WORLD WITH MARISA BISARES :)
DICTATOR&THETHING<3
Watch out people...because we're coming!

MIXTURE :(

Getting attention is wonderful... only for a short period. For some reason, I have been craving attention much more this year... compared to my other 16 years of existence. Why? No clue! Actually, I have an idea that might explain my sudden want... Anyways, attention isn't everything. It can be quite horrible after a while. People start to rage over time... no joke. Either out of jealousy or out of annoyance? Attention isn't everything.

Dictating people what to do ;/ can get pretty old, yes?
Dictator blah blah blah! I don't always order people around to help myself... sometimes
I do it for others, whether they realize that or not.
Simple example:
Marisa or Danielle didn't bring food to lunch one day... I always bring lunch and I have a few snacks left to spare. Of course...the first step is to ask politely, "Do you want some?"
I've learned that if you show "I'M EFFING IRRITATED! TAKE THE FREAKING BAR!" on your face... the person will eventually take the bar :)
Weird logic.. but it works! So I choose to use it xP

<3
That's all :)

Who are you?

Why don't I know you?
Aren't you my best friend (Or at least one of them)? ^I believe everyone realizes their flaws at some point and I've always thought I had it together... but now I see the real me^ Who in the world are you? What the heck have I been doing spending so much time with you? Do I even know your ambitions, goals, or thoughts for the future? I'm sorry, it is my fault for labeling you as my "best friend" when I barely know you. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate everything you've done... but it confuses me. How quickly people come and go in my life, and I'm barely at that middle stage! [Excuse me if I am terribly random] How did we meet? Are we even close? I sort of want to drop you and have a fresh new start... with someone different. That would be too selfish of me, huh?
At the same time, I grieve over our friendship. The reason why is because before I realized this, I merely talked to you a few times throughout the month... and found myself content. BUT we always had the same exact conversation, you know what I mean. I've decided that I won't waste my breathe to talk about.... useless topics that won't really get either of us anywhere. Is this a useless topic? Naww ;) <3
Sadly, I still don't know you. How about a fresh start?
Who knows what will happen! Whew.
"Smile and wave boys... just smile and wave."

I made the text bigger :) happy Kelly?