Why don't I know you?
Aren't you my best friend (Or at least one of them)? ^I believe everyone realizes their flaws at some point and I've always thought I had it together... but now I see the real me^ Who in the world are you? What the heck have I been doing spending so much time with you? Do I even know your ambitions, goals, or thoughts for the future? I'm sorry, it is my fault for labeling you as my "best friend" when I barely know you. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate everything you've done... but it confuses me. How quickly people come and go in my life, and I'm barely at that middle stage! [Excuse me if I am terribly random] How did we meet? Are we even close? I sort of want to drop you and have a fresh new start... with someone different. That would be too selfish of me, huh?
At the same time, I grieve over our friendship. The reason why is because before I realized this, I merely talked to you a few times throughout the month... and found myself content. BUT we always had the same exact conversation, you know what I mean. I've decided that I won't waste my breathe to talk about.... useless topics that won't really get either of us anywhere. Is this a useless topic? Naww ;) <3
Sadly, I still don't know you. How about a fresh start?
Who knows what will happen! Whew.
"Smile and wave boys... just smile and wave."
I made the text bigger :) happy Kelly?
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