It's been great! Things were so horrible for a long period of time >.<;; then suddenly! Life started looking up ;) I am pretty excited! why? MANY REASONS! I'M ON FREAKING BREAAKKKKKKKK while my other friends are still in school (muhaha<3) & I'm done with UC APPS :) and... so on & so on.
So Bui is starting this trend where you write NICE things about people on blogs o.o; I'm tempted to join, seriously... but NO! I won't give in to this trend<3 until ....later~ :) He can set the mark for all of us.
You know, my lover is right. Try not to throw away people unless it is absolutely necessary! Think things through and don't be concerned about yourself -.-; THINK OF OTHERS & how they're doing. Ah, simple and typical message yet it's so powerful.
Another thing! I've come to respect all the graders who can write comments on essays NICELY. WOW, it's so hard to say things without hurting the writer. I say Thank you to Katherin Shin & Joseph Oh for helping me grade essays! You guys are so smart<3 & helpful ;)
RANDOM: Is ninth grade the stage where siblings start to crack and act ugly? I don't know if it's just me causing the problem... but my brother is starting to develop anger issues. Mhmm,,, only ninth grade. Sound about right to you? Jeesh -.-; WATCH OUT! & please... don't give in to them. OHMYGOODNESS I Just thought of something to write about :)
MOTHERS (&FUTURE MOTHERS)! DO NOT... DON'T YOU DARE!!! Give your children freaking CANDY when they are CRYING! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? Why in the WORLD would you reward them for embarrassing themselves? CRYING? I've already witnessed too many spoiled children come into this world... I've learned MUCH from Preschool. Why do parents do that? There's this one kid who gets special attention because his mom is a teacher... so he gets extra candy and food etc. Is that FAIR!? NO! I get so angry/annoyed when I see him in the back. "Why are you back here!? GO BACK!" I can't yell at him too much, his mom is everywhere ;/ Shame... but to all you future mothers... don't you DARE. That's the worst thing to do -.-; Everytime I get put in charge of crying kids... I take them in the room and just stare... after a few minutes they just look up at me and... wonder why I'm not giving them special attention. I go "You done crying now? Seriously, you need to stop." AND THEY DO! Kids know that I'm not going to give in to their crazy tantrums! OHMY some are insane :) HAHA<3 Kicking&screaming&crying&whining. Don't give in ladies&gentlemen. Just because they are 1, 2, 3, OR 4 does NOT mean they aren't smart. Dang, this one girl is incredibly clever. I'll tell a story about her next time... but WOW. Kids know how to get what they want... don't give in! <33333
HEHE. That's my rant of the day!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
Enough is enough...
I'm tired. It feels like nothing now ;(
I'm sorry but if things don't change soon...
like... SOON SOON!
then bye.
I'm sorry but if things don't change soon...
like... SOON SOON!
then bye.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Rough.
Everything is so difficult. I've forgotten so much in the past two years. How did I manage to erase all that from my memory? All the pain and frustration, I loathed it. I need someone here, someone I can trust... but not trust completely. I won't trust another human being so immensely ever again, never. I do not believe in words...I only see things through actions. The only reliable source is God, him and only him. Goodness I feel so drained. Why must I focus on others? I thought I had gotten over that stupid phase...but then again, everyone cares at some point. I don't think anyone can not care about judgement. Why must life be so hard Lord? Of course... your Word has helped me. You will always be by my side...even when no one else can/will. Blessed be your Name.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
THIS MADE MY DAY
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: are you all good?
[18:29] rawringfoo: yeahhhh.
[18:29] rawringfoo: xP
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: kay
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahaha
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: just asking
[18:29] rawringfoo: THANKS FOR THE CONCERN <333
[18:29] rawringfoo: just made me smile!
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahahah
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: youre welcome dude
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: cuzz as much as you might not htink so
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: i do care
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: (:
I posted this because... I would never expect this from BUI :)<333
Thank you Jeremiah ^^
[18:29] rawringfoo: yeahhhh.
[18:29] rawringfoo: xP
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: kay
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahaha
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: just asking
[18:29] rawringfoo: THANKS FOR THE CONCERN <333
[18:29] rawringfoo: just made me smile!
[18:29] jeremyskimmer54: ahahah
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: youre welcome dude
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: cuzz as much as you might not htink so
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: i do care
[18:30] jeremyskimmer54: (:
I posted this because... I would never expect this from BUI :)<333
Thank you Jeremiah ^^
Patience my friend...
I hate waiting. I loathe it. It's the worst/best feeling! Worst because the entire time you're thinking "What am I doing?" Best because at the end, you feel accomplished. YES! I was patient! HAHA<3 For others waiting might come naturally, but... dang! For me? I am a severely impatient person. Grrr~
I'm waiting at the moment, trying to distract myself ^^*
LALALALA! I love whistling Christmas carols! SO CATCHY! Join and harmonize with me. I love it when two people whistle together, it's cute.
Mmm, so band had their final/championship competition today. ;/ It was nice seeing them all again.
The overall feeling was great and emotional -> hardcore Yearbook status<3 (Mattie knows what I mean) Capturing the moment! Yes, that's what we Yearbookies do. People should give us more credit! Takes a lot of hardwork to create a beautiful book... Anyways, GOOD SKILL band kids. Always think positively during season. Ok?
My blog is a complete mess today ;( There is no flow ;X
OH WELL. I'll think of something better to talk about either ... tonight or tomorrow :)<3
kekeke.
Good luck & goodnight!
I'm waiting at the moment, trying to distract myself ^^*
LALALALA! I love whistling Christmas carols! SO CATCHY! Join and harmonize with me. I love it when two people whistle together, it's cute.
Mmm, so band had their final/championship competition today. ;/ It was nice seeing them all again.
The overall feeling was great and emotional -> hardcore Yearbook status<3 (Mattie knows what I mean) Capturing the moment! Yes, that's what we Yearbookies do. People should give us more credit! Takes a lot of hardwork to create a beautiful book... Anyways, GOOD SKILL band kids. Always think positively during season. Ok?
My blog is a complete mess today ;( There is no flow ;X
OH WELL. I'll think of something better to talk about either ... tonight or tomorrow :)<3
kekeke.
Good luck & goodnight!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Priority
I've learned to place things in order of importance. :) Well, I know what's more significant but that doesn't always mean...I go in order. Tsktsk. Shame!
In my own personal opinion, school comes first (excluding religion/family because it's obvious that God/family come(s) before all else). Many people I know...believe friendships/relationships outweigh school. Don't worry, I completely understand but I do have an opposing viewpoint. Friends (the majority) are people who gradually come&go within time, correct? Some individuals are always with you... those people are part of the special few. Of course, I'm not saying that you lose EVERY SINGLE person, which refers back to the "special few," but are they really worth the drama? the emotions? the care? That's debatable.
I've witnessed others become severely unstable, emotionally wise, due to disputes with friends (not excluding myself). It's not wrong to disagree with others or give varying opinions, but things can get chaotic! I try to stray away from conflicts, they are a waste of time...because they usually end up filling up my mind; I can't focus! It's happened to me many times (EXAMPLE):
3 AP tests tomorrow. One project due the next day. Yearbook deadline to complete. Study for SATS. Get it? I need as much time as possible and it's retarded because everytime I have a week as crucial as this, friends start to get in the way. What's going to get me into college? Was it worth receiving that B? Am I even going to keep in contact with that person 10 years from now? Do you get my point?
It's not like I don't value my friends... not at all! But I still believe school is the current priority.
P.S.: I hope you enjoyed your cereal while reading this Bui :)
I love blogging. Thank you Kelly for bringing me into this! Hehe<3
Oh! Besides the Priority portion of my blog... I had an interesting talk with Tony Hu today. He's hilarious, anyone who knows him can relate. Mmm, I respect Tony. Although he is SEMI-new to this country, he has become involved in Model UN-a debate team. He spoke very well today and came up with valid points! If a kid like Tony has the courage to speak aloud in front of others (even with his heavy accent), then why don't we all try to do something out of our comfort zones? That should be a goal for you and me.
CHRISTIAN FRIENDS! I have finally received the little pocket books! They only contain the book of John but it's still helpful. I encourage you to challenge yourselves and give a book to a non-Christian. Spread the news! I have 30 books. Please ask me for one! I'll try to give them out as well. Special thanks to Tim Voros for introducing me to these books<3 He was the first person to challenge me.
Now it's your turn. Haha, how typical of me.
BAM BAM!
OHMYGOODNESS, I just thought of a whole new topic to talk about! SOUND EFFECTS! Freaking, people laugh at me but they usually don't disagree with my reasoning... Sound effects make things a bit more exciting and BOOM-y. Ah, the famous "BOMCHIKAWOWWOW" <- did I type that correctly? I'm not sure. <3
Try and add effects to your conversations, surprise a friend! Trust me, as long as you act chill...you won't look like an idiot. HAHA, just play it off well. That's all for today<3 I've wrote enough.
My NEW ending phrase:
jookhatabang -> combination of jerk+cool+hate+bang
ah, lame?
In my own personal opinion, school comes first (excluding religion/family because it's obvious that God/family come(s) before all else). Many people I know...believe friendships/relationships outweigh school. Don't worry, I completely understand but I do have an opposing viewpoint. Friends (the majority) are people who gradually come&go within time, correct? Some individuals are always with you... those people are part of the special few. Of course, I'm not saying that you lose EVERY SINGLE person, which refers back to the "special few," but are they really worth the drama? the emotions? the care? That's debatable.
I've witnessed others become severely unstable, emotionally wise, due to disputes with friends (not excluding myself). It's not wrong to disagree with others or give varying opinions, but things can get chaotic! I try to stray away from conflicts, they are a waste of time...because they usually end up filling up my mind; I can't focus! It's happened to me many times (EXAMPLE):
3 AP tests tomorrow. One project due the next day. Yearbook deadline to complete. Study for SATS. Get it? I need as much time as possible and it's retarded because everytime I have a week as crucial as this, friends start to get in the way. What's going to get me into college? Was it worth receiving that B? Am I even going to keep in contact with that person 10 years from now? Do you get my point?
It's not like I don't value my friends... not at all! But I still believe school is the current priority.
P.S.: I hope you enjoyed your cereal while reading this Bui :)
I love blogging. Thank you Kelly for bringing me into this! Hehe<3
Oh! Besides the Priority portion of my blog... I had an interesting talk with Tony Hu today. He's hilarious, anyone who knows him can relate. Mmm, I respect Tony. Although he is SEMI-new to this country, he has become involved in Model UN-a debate team. He spoke very well today and came up with valid points! If a kid like Tony has the courage to speak aloud in front of others (even with his heavy accent), then why don't we all try to do something out of our comfort zones? That should be a goal for you and me.
CHRISTIAN FRIENDS! I have finally received the little pocket books! They only contain the book of John but it's still helpful. I encourage you to challenge yourselves and give a book to a non-Christian. Spread the news! I have 30 books. Please ask me for one! I'll try to give them out as well. Special thanks to Tim Voros for introducing me to these books<3 He was the first person to challenge me.
Now it's your turn. Haha, how typical of me.
BAM BAM!
OHMYGOODNESS, I just thought of a whole new topic to talk about! SOUND EFFECTS! Freaking, people laugh at me but they usually don't disagree with my reasoning... Sound effects make things a bit more exciting and BOOM-y. Ah, the famous "BOMCHIKAWOWWOW" <- did I type that correctly? I'm not sure. <3
Try and add effects to your conversations, surprise a friend! Trust me, as long as you act chill...you won't look like an idiot. HAHA, just play it off well. That's all for today<3 I've wrote enough.
My NEW ending phrase:
jookhatabang -> combination of jerk+cool+hate+bang
ah, lame?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
ugh.
Every single day... why do you always have to yell at me? I've been enduring your daily (or every other day) screams for about seventeen years now. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SHOUT AT ME!?!?! I'm disgusted. I've realized that my 'aggressive' qualities have derived from you. I hate it. Every time you talk to me, I immediately give you attitude. I don't mean to... I really don't. But after awhile, you become too overwhelming.
Story time:
It's kind of... funny but when I was in middle/elementary school, I didn't even KNOW it was possible/allowed to hate one's teachers, parents, or anyone with authority. I was so SHOCKED in fifth grade when this other girl told me, "I don't like our teacher. She's mean." (WHAT? This girl doesn't like our teacher? What???) Ah, I'm glad I learned from that! Imagine, Ashley H. liking all of her teachers? What nonsense :) <3 But in a way, I wish the younger generations would learn to respect the adults a tad bit more. I understand that not everyone is as mature as they should be, but that doesn’t mean they don’t deserve common courtesy.
<3 Haha excuse me for my sudden bursts of anger ;/
I have been unstable for the past month. I am sure that during Christmas time...&after! I will leave HAPPIER/JOLLIER posts for everyone to read.
HEHE<3 That actually makes me excited! CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!!
Story time:
It's kind of... funny but when I was in middle/elementary school, I didn't even KNOW it was possible/allowed to hate one's teachers, parents, or anyone with authority. I was so SHOCKED in fifth grade when this other girl told me, "I don't like our teacher. She's mean." (WHAT? This girl doesn't like our teacher? What???) Ah, I'm glad I learned from that! Imagine, Ashley H. liking all of her teachers? What nonsense :) <3 But in a way, I wish the younger generations would learn to respect the adults a tad bit more. I understand that not everyone is as mature as they should be, but that doesn’t mean they don’t deserve common courtesy.
<3 Haha excuse me for my sudden bursts of anger ;/
I have been unstable for the past month. I am sure that during Christmas time...&after! I will leave HAPPIER/JOLLIER posts for everyone to read.
HEHE<3 That actually makes me excited! CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
MW2?
What is with all this crazy hype about MW2?I prefer old school Super Smash Bros on NINTENDO64 ;)<3 now THAT is a classic. Seriously, I love the way things looked ->not crazily realistic but cartoony-ish.What's wrong with that?Absolutely nothing. Well, I guess I can't really bag on MD2. I rarely play games&I don't appreciate the "beauties" of it. Maybe one day I'll be mad skilled like Marisa and own EVERYBODY ;3. theTHANG will teach me... mhmm that's right!
Anyways, I've heard people say this many times but I've never thought about it. How do you know if you'll be alive in the next five minutes? or hour? or day? God blesses us every minute/second of our lives. He gives us life not only here, but in heaven (which is where the true "home sweet home" is).
Anyways, I've heard people say this many times but I've never thought about it. How do you know if you'll be alive in the next five minutes? or hour? or day? God blesses us every minute/second of our lives. He gives us life not only here, but in heaven (which is where the true "home sweet home" is).
Monday, November 9, 2009
Bug bites suck. . . so does ______
Wow. I guess I didn't "waste" my time but it was pretty blah?
Band practice from 3:00-6PM. I'm not even IN BAND... I was taking Yearbook pictures and some of the pics turned out well<3 Hopefully! I forgot how hardcore band practices are and how much school time they take away. JEESH! & all those GNATS!
Effing disgusting!~
However, I'd have to admit that waiting those three hours was worth it. ^^*
It brought back old memories... good ones! I "almost" miss band. :)
Not quite, I still have Yearbook! Mmm, so back to the worth it part... Good memories + spent time with friend(no (s)) + met new band kids. Wait.... ohmygoodness -.-; I just noticed.. but I have bug bites all over! Never again... LOL<3
Oh and... I tried playing the Mellophone and dude, I played three notes. I'm so skilled ;) Who the heck can play three solid notes in one try? Especially if one hasn't EVER attempted it before?
Ok, I'm overexaggerating :D I could barely play any notes HAHA but it was EXCITING!
Mmm. KEKEKE<3 Someone told me to post new blogs :) Because they enjoyed reading the random _____ I make up!
Just to let everyone know... so they don't get confused... AGAIN!
Lovahs- JUST FRIENDS! Loves one another through Christ and that's all. Chill/close friends.
OK? That's what it means! Not "together." Everyone understand? Nod if you do :) Good! Ah... I'm so tired :( Just to let people know... NAPS DON'T EFFING WORK!
At least for me they don't. I always take an hour or two hour nap but I end up sleeping after another hour. It's horrible! I like them though<3 Keke<3
Random topic! Everyone is starting to date. I DON'T KNOW WHY!? It was all completely RANDOM! Is it because it's senior year and people just want to experience relationships? I have no clue ;( To all my friends: go ahead! I don't care anymore LOL<3
Enjoy yourselves.
Band practice from 3:00-6PM. I'm not even IN BAND... I was taking Yearbook pictures and some of the pics turned out well<3 Hopefully! I forgot how hardcore band practices are and how much school time they take away. JEESH! & all those GNATS!
Effing disgusting!~
However, I'd have to admit that waiting those three hours was worth it. ^^*
It brought back old memories... good ones! I "almost" miss band. :)
Not quite, I still have Yearbook! Mmm, so back to the worth it part... Good memories + spent time with friend(no (s)) + met new band kids. Wait.... ohmygoodness -.-; I just noticed.. but I have bug bites all over! Never again... LOL<3
Oh and... I tried playing the Mellophone and dude, I played three notes. I'm so skilled ;) Who the heck can play three solid notes in one try? Especially if one hasn't EVER attempted it before?
Ok, I'm overexaggerating :D I could barely play any notes HAHA but it was EXCITING!
Mmm. KEKEKE<3 Someone told me to post new blogs :) Because they enjoyed reading the random _____ I make up!
Just to let everyone know... so they don't get confused... AGAIN!
Lovahs- JUST FRIENDS! Loves one another through Christ and that's all. Chill/close friends.
OK? That's what it means! Not "together." Everyone understand? Nod if you do :) Good! Ah... I'm so tired :( Just to let people know... NAPS DON'T EFFING WORK!
At least for me they don't. I always take an hour or two hour nap but I end up sleeping after another hour. It's horrible! I like them though<3 Keke<3
Random topic! Everyone is starting to date. I DON'T KNOW WHY!? It was all completely RANDOM! Is it because it's senior year and people just want to experience relationships? I have no clue ;( To all my friends: go ahead! I don't care anymore LOL<3
Enjoy yourselves.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
F*** this!
For the majority of my life, I have refused to cuss. Simply put, I thought cussing was an immature and pathetic way of expressing one's emotions. However, I have noticed a few benefits that come from cursing. If an individual is not known to cuss on a daily or minute basis, cursing can come in handy!
People will STOP & stare, "Oh my goodness, did you just say the S word Ashley?" Yes, I did. Did I get my point across? Most clearly and effectively. I am not encouraging people to start blasting out foul words RIGHT and LEFT! All I'm stating are observations I've come to notice. I still believe cussing is a waste of breath, but I'll give it some acknowledgement... it is pretty powerful stuff (to a certain degree)!
Hah<3 A random blog...
Straying away from the cussing topic!
Let's call this person Bob. Ok? Bob and I have similar views on a variety of topics. It's quite wonderful because no one seems to understand my mentality. However, I'm not sure if I have influenced Bob in the best way? Sure, Bob has started to open up and it's grand! But I'm worried that Bob will start taking a step into "that phase." All you shy people know what I'm talking about! The "I was too nice before so I'm going to be a jerk to everyone now" phase. Shrug* I doubt that'll happen but it's best to keep my guard up. Also! Bob... just because I am not as polite to people I ... dislike with passion... does not mean you should mimick my actions. Stay the sweet person you are and approach situations differently, it's for the better.
"Okie dokie artichokie?" -Our Lit. teacher<3
I've decided my new ending phrase should be... (drumroll*)
...
...
...
...
I'll decide later... everything I thought of sounds retarded -.-;
Goodbye<3
People will STOP & stare, "Oh my goodness, did you just say the S word Ashley?" Yes, I did. Did I get my point across? Most clearly and effectively. I am not encouraging people to start blasting out foul words RIGHT and LEFT! All I'm stating are observations I've come to notice. I still believe cussing is a waste of breath, but I'll give it some acknowledgement... it is pretty powerful stuff (to a certain degree)!
Hah<3 A random blog...
Straying away from the cussing topic!
Let's call this person Bob. Ok? Bob and I have similar views on a variety of topics. It's quite wonderful because no one seems to understand my mentality. However, I'm not sure if I have influenced Bob in the best way? Sure, Bob has started to open up and it's grand! But I'm worried that Bob will start taking a step into "that phase." All you shy people know what I'm talking about! The "I was too nice before so I'm going to be a jerk to everyone now" phase. Shrug* I doubt that'll happen but it's best to keep my guard up. Also! Bob... just because I am not as polite to people I ... dislike with passion... does not mean you should mimick my actions. Stay the sweet person you are and approach situations differently, it's for the better.
"Okie dokie artichokie?" -Our Lit. teacher<3
I've decided my new ending phrase should be... (drumroll*)
...
...
...
...
I'll decide later... everything I thought of sounds retarded -.-;
Goodbye<3
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I'm excited<3
<3 I know this isn't that significant... but someone said he enjoyed reading my blogs :) I can't tell if he was saying it sarcastically because... well, it was online o.o; Dang it! But it's OK! I'll take it as a compliment&just remain happy<3
Muhaha~
Mmm, today we had a senior assembly during homeroom. It made my day! Sort of? Stupid Mattie wouldn't keep his mouth shut & kept on trying "stuff." Hah<3 I forgive you Mattie... it's what all dictators do. We forgive. That's why you people obey our commands.
We are too cool. KEKE!
Mmm, special thanks to my lovahh<3 You always stay up with me... even when you're incredibly tired! I truly do appreciate the sacrifices you make& I love our weird/entertaining talks. Puhaha~ Yogurt power!!!
Mashi. I told you =.=; If I don't talk to you for a while... I start to get irritated & I blast it out on my other friends ;( Or who ever I am talking to at the moment. Grr. I hope you keep your promise<3 Coffee/Red bull time! Yesss<3 I like it when you keep your promises ^^*
And oh... I just remembered something! I want to apologize to you DK ;( I'm sorry if I don't seem as enthusiastic to talk to you... maybe you always meet me when I'm in one of my moods? It's quite odd. WELL! Just know that I do care for you ;) It's not only for your smartnesss... kk?
TO end the DAY/BLOG!
I am going to STUDY SATS!!!!!!!!!!!! & take a one hour nap ;)
Tired T.T I'm going back to my sophomore habits -.-;;; 4-5 hours of sleep everynight.
Stupid work. <3 I finished all my homework at 8:00ish TODAY! AMAZING HUH?
Yeah beat that suckaahhsss ;)<3
Muhaha~
Mmm, today we had a senior assembly during homeroom. It made my day! Sort of? Stupid Mattie wouldn't keep his mouth shut & kept on trying "stuff." Hah<3 I forgive you Mattie... it's what all dictators do. We forgive. That's why you people obey our commands.
We are too cool. KEKE!
Mmm, special thanks to my lovahh<3 You always stay up with me... even when you're incredibly tired! I truly do appreciate the sacrifices you make& I love our weird/entertaining talks. Puhaha~ Yogurt power!!!
Mashi. I told you =.=; If I don't talk to you for a while... I start to get irritated & I blast it out on my other friends ;( Or who ever I am talking to at the moment. Grr. I hope you keep your promise<3 Coffee/Red bull time! Yesss<3 I like it when you keep your promises ^^*
And oh... I just remembered something! I want to apologize to you DK ;( I'm sorry if I don't seem as enthusiastic to talk to you... maybe you always meet me when I'm in one of my moods? It's quite odd. WELL! Just know that I do care for you ;) It's not only for your smartnesss... kk?
TO end the DAY/BLOG!
I am going to STUDY SATS!!!!!!!!!!!! & take a one hour nap ;)
Tired T.T I'm going back to my sophomore habits -.-;;; 4-5 hours of sleep everynight.
Stupid work. <3 I finished all my homework at 8:00ish TODAY! AMAZING HUH?
Yeah beat that suckaahhsss ;)<3
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